Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had kissed you that summer while we were tumbling,wrestling and laughing in the grass.
We fell down and you landed, your face was right above mine. I wanted to…
It was such an innocent childish thought… but the outcome…
Would it have changed things?
How would you have reacted?
Would you have accepted or embarrassingly turn away and not speak to me again?
I wanted to… it was night and everyone around was laughing and playing, the sound and lights of the carnival in the distant.
I never told anyone about that happening or the wanting.
I didn’t do it though, I
held back, it would have been wrong.
Besides, I am a shy girl… a move like that would have been to bold.