Moist eyes, shaking body.
And all that whispers is
Falling tears and mascara markings.
And was there next morning.
Used body parts, mind twisted and screwed,
Marked upon, unable to erase.
Strength low, feeling of disgust.
Feelings linger on forever.
Anger and betrayal,
Unwanted words at the tip of the tongue
Building inside like a volcano,
Ready to spew out hot lava.
Really far off from the making.
Eye contact can’t even be made.
Hoping to wake up from the nightmare
To realize the reality you are in,
It is all real.
Everything you just got put through.
Always remind yourself,
What he did.
Calm, Be happy, forget it.
Everyone whispers in my ear,
Calm. Stay calm.
You can get through this.