“Fear is the Heart of love”- Death Cab for Cutie
That stance always stood out to me.
What a cliche I know, but
the more I look at it the more it
Things are in such a great place,
I am scared,
I am careful,
every word and move I make, I watch.
I am hesitant.
There is much fear in me because I love.
Nobody wants to ruin something they love.
I know for sure,
I do not.
When there is a want, not lust,
I want you,
I can’t lose you,
You are my golden possession
and I am terrified.
There is this feeling in me
that knows something bad might happen.
Not knowing is just endlessly torturous.
This fear is endless.
This love, is fear.