The Weekend- Wicked Games (Huglife remix)

Ive been doing a lot of music hunting and listening, and this artist I discovered recently name is HugLife, if you haven’t heard any of his other music be sure to check out his sound cloud.
Another favorite one is the Kid Cudi ft MGMT pursuit of Happiness… and the Lana Del Rey Y&B (hug life Remix)
I can’t begin to say how much music has been holding me down into this sanity level lately…

Listen and vibe with it.
*fly*

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The happy trails of Struggles.

While it has been a fun year for me, I have seemed to have forgotten my blog, left behind and ignored. I have been busy, dealing with drama, quitting, raving, raging, smoking crack… just kidding. And while I have found my past time heading to night clubs, raving with friends and my boyfriend, it certainly has been an experience. Staying out all night has never been something I am used to, coming home while people are heading to work, looking like an utter mess. My hair mangled and flat, I now have learned that wearing heavy makeup is the most pointless waste of time. And I can’t even think about dressing in layers, it is just light and a coat. Coat check is for sure worth it. 

While raving is expensive and does takes some out of me, the struggle was even worse when my Fridays were off and the only day i could go out, coming home at 6 am and making it to work at 11 always seemed like a miracle to me. I have no idea how I would pull myself to make it on time. I feel like I just died into a musical abyss and after that I need peace for about 12 hours.

Anyways I thought I would share one of my faves, I cannot wait to see him for edcNY.

I think I really have made the best out of my year and I cannot wait for the new changes to come, things are really looking up. 😀 Image

 

The happy trails of Struggles.

Flume & Chet Faker – Drop the Game

So I realize I have not posted much, I am so brain dead that I figured I will simply share my latest obsession of music.

I honestly cannot think of a more beautifully played song with such an incredible video, I think its incredible.
Every time I listen to this song, chills run down my body.
Best way to listen: Grab some headphones, turn it up, close your eyes and soak it in.

Let me know what you think!

Enjoy

Happy Listening.

– M

Flume & Chet Faker – Drop the Game

What Makes Me Attractive?

It is finally getting closer and closer to that summer time, where people start to realize that all their hibernating fat has to be gone and getting in shape seems to be a priority. More exposed clothing is out and sun dresses and short shorts are finally being taken out and dusted off.  And I have yet to move out all my winter stuff… Spring cleaning? I think yes.

Me getting in shape? I thought I would never see the day when I will actually push myself to go to a gym, and now the only thing i picture in my head is the person I wish to be. Thinner, toned up, flatter tummy, you know, girl stuff.

I just can’t help to wonder though, to what I look like right now, and how I dress and act… why am I even attractive? Like what is it that people (or guys) see in me for that manner? I am far from being all girly, I love to look like a bum in slouchy old clothes, I hate dressing up unless it is necessary, I don’t really think of myself as a “sexy” kind of person. I suppose cute, sure but cute is cute; like “AWWW what a cute little dog!” nobody calls a dog sexy, cute is so child like. I always hated showing cleavage, non-the less I hate my own bust size, they’re the one thing that I have never liked because I just don’t feel like they fit my persona, they seem to be just TOO BIG, and then there is shy little me.

I don’t like wearing makeup, again unless I really have to and I hate designer clothes and brands (hey! at least ill save my guy some money right?) and I never really care what I eat or how. I love rough housing around, jumping, rolling in grass and being adventurous and just stupid and silly, that is who I am, but isn’t there a point where its just not considered… well Female? Lady-like?

So really, what makes me attractive? If I seem more like a dude, and less like a chick.

What do they even see in me?

Sometimes I feel like, I am not enough (and I know, someone should never feel that way about themselves), but I just don’t. I just don’t look the part. You take one look at me and your just like “damn, you are one big mess, messy hair, messy clothes” I am a mess! I suppose I just don’t care (Don’t worry though I do care about my hygiene. Although seriously!!

DO GUYS EVEN LIKE THAT?

I am who I am, and I can’t change that, I won’t change that.

I just feel like sometimes “they” are embarrassed to be seen around me, knowing there are other girls who dress well, always look their finest, show off their “curves”, just always look like models. Then curiosity is induced, and paranoia starts to weave in and my brain starts to panic “does he look at other girls? I mean he is a guy, but does he wish I dressed like that sometimes? He could have someone prettier, I know for sure, they would probably look better together, everyone would stare at them in admiration”

So why do “they” just accept me?

What do they see in me?

What makes me attractive?

 

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Happy Readings 🙂

– Marz

What Makes Me Attractive?

The Killers – Here With Me

 

Wheels are turning
I remember when you were mine
Now just to reach you
Baby, I’d stand in line

But there’s another world
We’re living in
Tonight

And there’s another heart
That’s fading in
The light

Don’t want your picture
On my cell phone
I want you here with me
Don’t want your memory
In my head now
I want you here with me

Spent the summer, just laying out in the sun
Time seems to move so slow
When you’re taking it as it comes
Maybe we were just too young

Your body was tanned and your hair was long
You showed me your smile and my cares were gone
Falling in love filled my soul with fright
You said “Come on babe, it’ll be alright”
I must have been a fool to the bitter end
Now I hold on to hope to have you back again
I’d bargain and I’d fight

But there’s another world
We’re living in
Tonight

Don’t want your picture
On my cell phone
I want you here with me
I don’t want your memory
In my head now
I want you here with me

Well I saw you in a restaurant
The other day
And instead of walking towards you
I ran away
And I’ll keep on waiting for you
Till you’ll come around
Come around and say

Don’t want your picture
On my cell phone
I want you here with me
Don’t need those memories
In my head now
I want you here with me

Ooooh!
Ooooh!
Here with me
Ooooh!
Ooooh!
Ooooh!
Here with me

The Killers – Here With Me

Completo Incompleto

Completo incompleto
Soy un completo incompleto
Incompleto por amor
La costilla que me falta
Cuelga de tu corazn
Un seguro inseguro
Media persona en el mundo
Un amante incompleto
Cada vez que te deseo
Soy un completo incompleto
Si me giro y no te veo
Como una persona a medias
Sabes a que me refiero
Soy un acorde incompleto
Menor y desafinado
Que va persiguiendo notas
Sin lograr una canción
Un rosal sin hojas secas
Un perfume sin olor
Una pelcula de cine
Sin final en el guión
Soy un completo incompleto
Si me giro y no te veo
Como una persona a medias
Sabes a que me refiero
Soy un completo incompleto
Si me giro y no te veo
Como una persona a medias
Sabes a que me refiero
Sabes a que me refiero
Soy un completo incompleto
Se me para el corazón
Si me giro y no te veo
Sabes a que me refiero
Un seguro inseguro
Media persona en el mundo
Un amante incompleto
Sin ti en mi corazón

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